Anthro Elysian

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May 2011

My kitty is being super affectionate tonight; I'm...

What's the craziest thing you've ever done?

I feel weird...

…and not the good kind. I’m not happy, not sad, or not angry. I just feel weird. I’ve been thinking a lot lately, which leads to over thinking, which is probably I’m feeling this way.

I think I'm going to take a break from life for a...

Tonight, I all have are Ray Charles, Frank...

I have that feeling again. That bad feeling. Every time I’ve had this feeling there has been bad results. It’s eating away at me. I can’t describe it; I never have been able to, but something just does not feel right.

I’m always stuck in this weird in-between when I’m home from school. I feel like at times I can breathe easy now that I’m finally home. But at times I feel the familiar tension that haunts me while I’m in my house. It’s an indescribable “heaviness” that weighs over me. Even with my dad four months sober the years of drinking have left a noticeable dent in...

I promise to surround myself with inspiration for...

I honestly think I'm immune to weed.

Tumblr, I need help with a project. How do you...

“Never mind, I’ll find someone like you, I wish nothing but the best for...”

– Adele (Someone Like You)

nikkijeanette asked: You should give poetry a try anyway! 80% of mine rhyme because I just kind of fall into it, but with free-verse, anything goes. You'd be surprised. ♥

nikkijeanette asked: Name: Nikki!
Gender: Girly-girl.
Height: 5'6"
Orientation: Heterosexual
Age: Eighteen
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Red
Smoking?: Neverrrr
Drinking?: Not interested
Drugs?: No D:
Job: I am a food runner at a beachside restaurant :D
Education Level: Graduating High School in a month, then off to FIT!

film-grain: i like the way my blog looks at the moment

College Chronicles

It’s strange, I’ve managed to change more in the past nine months than I ever have in my eighteen years. I feel as close to a new person as I can get without loosing who I once was - if that makes any sense. Before I left for school I made the decision that this year was going to be a year of self discovery; that much I have lived up to. This is what I’ve discovered… ...